Dear Diary

[Lia]

Dear Batman,

I went yesterday to pick up my money from CBD and had a talk with Angela about finishing my Open Water since I need to redo my last dive and need an extra one for practice. And she kinda pissed me off because she started ranting in front of Jack about how bad my last dive was. Yes, my buoyancy was all over the place and I couldn't do that stupid mask replacement skill because my hair kept breaking the seal! FFS, I had so many things to worry about then that they weren't even pleasure dives. And I got like one dive a f***ing week! Unlike most people that in 4 days finish their damned course.

Anw, I'm tired as f*** and my back hurts. New job is not too bad, but man it's a lot of work. I've lost weight, you know. I haven't had 55kg since I was in highschool. Don't have time to eat, don't feel like anything and it's physical work. And my hair is sooo much longer and I'm loving it. At least I'm getting about a 1000 a month, which will enable me to pay back all my debts and get a decent holiday in November. America actually, Barcelona - Cartagena - Malaga - Cadiz - Tenerife - La Palmas and then Transatlantic for 7 days, and then Ft. Lauderdale in Orlando, Florida. 5 days in Sea World, Disneyland, and the gigantic Malls. I'm finally going, finally! 4 years of f***ing work.

Afterwards I'm hoping I'll get this RCCL job as an assistand bartender and before I go for my contract at sea, go to England and see my beloved. I miss him so much it hurts...